9 May 2009

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National news networks still out. Internet still sparse. Cell network still dead.

Ventured out today to make sure I could at least still access my money and that food was available for purchase without the need to be armed.

Both endeavors were only half-successes, and who knows if it'll get better or worse from here.

So first off, you might be saying, wait a sec. Untold amounts of destruction have just occurred. Who knows how many hundreds, thousands, or some multiple thereof are dead. The world has flipped itself 540 degrees, and you're rambling on about your day out?

To which I say: we deal with things as best we can. If I keep some semblance of normalcy, maybe I'll feel normal. As normal as I can. I don't want to think too much right now. I can't afford to. I kinda want to survive, and though it sounds a little melodramatic, I need to do these things TO survive.

Though on second thought, given the situation maybe that's not so melodramatic. Hm.

Also, come to think of it, is there anybody still reading this, or is this one of the sites others might be unable to access? I can only assume it's still up if I can still access it.

But what surprised me about today was how...normal...everything was. No anarchy. Very little chaos. Lots of people and long lines, sure, but all relatively well-behaved.

At first, I debated using my car. Gas is always the first limited resource to disappear in inconvenient times. Plus, the grocery store was within walking distance, though it was a bit of a walk. Still, I wanted to hit the bank first, as that was what I felt to be the longest wait and biggest risk. Putting that off might mean never touching what savings I have left again. So I drove.

Parking lot was jam-packed. Thought about using the drive-through, but I wanted to actually interact face-to-face with a teller just in case something strange happened. I parked across the street and jogged over. Signs were plastered everywhere urging people not to panic, saying that while it was natural and even a good idea to pull out some cash in an emergency, it would further the chaos if everybody withdrew their entire savings. Moderation was strongly suggested.

I wondered if, with national information networks down, there would be some issue with accessing accounts. And judging from some of the conversations I overheard, there were a few people having issues. Hard to tell who was more frazzled, the people trying to get at their hard-earned cash or the people busy earning their paychecks. Still, the vast majority of people seemed to be receiving adequate service, and the line moved along fast enough.

When I got to the teller, I was told up-front that they were asking all members to restrict themselves to withdrawing no more than 75% of their savings. Far as I know they had no legal way of enforcing this request, but it sounded reasonable to me. In fact, the reasonable calm and efficiency had relaxed me a bit, so I ended up only pulling out about half. All in all, from parking to re-entering the car, only about 3 hours had elapsed.

It was almost too much to hope for equal luck at the grocery store, but again I was pleasantly surprised. It was best-case scenario in my mind. Instead of driving to the store, I decided to just go back home, park there, and do the walk. Was just as well. Again there was no parking to be found.

There had been a hard run on food, especially the non-perishables, but there was still enough left to ensure I could feed myself for a few more days. Price-gouging was nowhere near as bad as I would have thought...rumor was that the government had sent out letters warning against gouging at the request of President Lee. Made me wonder how much of the ease of the day was a result of forethought and advice from DC. Sure, the requests would have to be sent via US mail, but there had definitely been enough time.

I checked out, noting that all the store was accepting was cash, and made my way back home. Made a point of checking gas prices at the station along the way...had jumped a dollar a gallon overnight, and judging from the lack of business was sold out. A note was posted on the pumps, a notice that gas would be arriving by the end of the week, and should be back to normal within two.

Should that be the case, maybe things will be back to normal far sooner than I thought. Hell, maybe I'll get some disc golf in tomorrow.

I'll save jobhunting for a bit...not likely to find many people worried about hiring just now.

Need to find a way to do some people-hunting.

Wait...maybe that's a bad choice of words.

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8 May 2009

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News finally had something to report today. Almost like all the information which had been accumulating over the past couple of days arrived in a delivery at their doorstep and they finally had the opportunity to disseminate it today.

And, uhm, there's a lot to sift through. I'm still trying to take it all in myself. In fact, let's hold off on that a bit. Things around here are strange enough; we'll get to the rest of the country's issues in due time.

Other than what was reported today, everything I know is still regional. That is, I'm still unable to access national news via TV or websites. Rumors abound, but always with a slight variation; nothing solid, nothing constant on which to base any assumptions.

I'm starting to get a little restless about everyday supplies and my bank account. Today I'm still trying to take everything in...tomorrow, no matter what, I really need to look into those.

So easy to convince myself it's okay to be slack for one more day. But honestly...it's going to be a chore at best. I'm not looking forward to the lines, the prices, the people, everything. People go crazy with a lack of information, but the wrong kind of information can make them crazier, and I've got a bad feeling the wrong kind of information got spread today.

I mean, information's information. Long as it's fact, there's little you can do about it. And what was reported today was fact, mixed in with a little calming optimism. Well-spoken, actually, considering. About as well-spoken and soothing as such news can be delivered. But people react to sudden, unprecedented change in not-so-subtle manners, no matter how easily the blow is dealt.

And boy have blows been dealt.

So the news. Change, it would seem, is coming a lot sooner than we hoped.

Maybe hope's the wrong word to use here. Kinda callous, considering, what with all the positive connotations were attached to it during the election season. Regardless.

I'm still wrapping my head around all this.

The terror threat was raised for a reason. Nigh-simultaneous explosions rocked a number of major cities throughout the country. But what's interesting is (er, was) the targets...news network headquarters. CNN. MSNBC. ABC. CBS. Yes, even Fox News. Telecommunications headquarters. AT&T. Major cable carriers. Nextel, Sprint, cell providers. All major, high-taffic high-volume news and information relay points were crippled if not out-and-out obliterated.

The extent of the damage done has most likely not yet been discovered. Hard to report on anything when all the lines are down, both physical and virtual. Which would explain both the lag in coverage and the effective separation of communities from the national whole.

Also? It doesn't end there.

It should be noted that all centers of government in Washington, D.C. were unscathed. In fact, the white House issued a hand-delivered recording to as many local stations as could be reached of President Lee speaking on recent events.

Yeah, you read that right. President Lee.

The President and Vice-President, it seems, were among the targets of the widespread attacks. Of course, presidential succession continues down the line of the current administration; the President-Elect is not in the line. However, unprecedentedly, the House and Senate voted in an emergency meeting to transfer emergency power to the President-Elect, effectively naming him acting Commander-in-Chief until his official inauguration.

The process in and of itself feels a little murky, but it's hard for crystal-clear explanations to survive the dust and smoke of all the ruined buildings it must pass through to reach the local networks I'd assume. I'm a little curious as to why the

Speaker of the House did not step up as per official succession procedures, though it was well-known before the man had little political ambition beyond his current position and was looking to retire after the change in administrations.

So President Lee, in his video, calmly urged all Americans to take things one day at a time, do nothing rash, and despite the communications blackout to not panic. Rest assured, he said, the country and its government were still fully functional and

we, as a whole, would make it out of this crisis. He urged a return to normal day-to-day living as soon as feasible for each respective community, emphasizing that the country remained financially and politically stable despite all that had happened.

We are not under attack, he emphasized. We were attacked, and we are recovering, but we are not under some sort of siege or being subjected to any kind of offensive.

It must be said, though perhaps it is a bit cold of me to say it...but maybe the unorthodox succession is for the best: already President Lee has shown himself quite capable of responding in a way that should resonate with the nation, a skill his predecessor often lacked.

President Lee also said that it seems the attacks are finished; though nothing is clear, intelligence indicates that the damage has been done an further attacks have been prevented.

So...what's the strangest thing here? Numerous simultaneous bombings which have effectively severed large chunks of the nation from one another communications-wise? The loss of both the President AND the Vice-President? The end-around done on Presidential Succession standards?

Jesus Christ I can't absorb all of this. I just want to know if my friends or family are alive.

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7 May 2009

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Even more is down. All national news channels. Three out of four sites I frequent on the internet; the more popular, the more likely it's down. Cell network is still out and I don't have a landline.

Local TV stations are all on live news reports, but they spend hours saying how they have nothing to say nationally, while reporting on the downtown rushes on grocery stores and banks. Music radio stations are continuing on as if nothing's going on at this point; what else can they do? Talk stations are either doing the same as their TV counterparts or simply broadcasting Emergency Alert sirens, yet to be followed up by the promised information.

The technological and informational silence is beyond deafening. You can feel the shockwaves.

They're making me restless.

I decided to risk going out for a bit, just to see...just to see how everybody else was reacting to this strangeness.

I immediately turned back. Double-checked the lock on my door. Where the lawns end and the roads begin lies the boundary between peace and insanity. Cars were racing down the neighborhood street, only to come to a sudden stop at the outlet to the main roads. Traffic was packed, horns struggling to make up for the lack of electronic chatter. Two-lane roads holding cars four-wide merging into four lanes going eight-wide. I can only imagine the runs being made on banks and grocery stores.

Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating a little. But it FEELS crazy out there, with everything else that's (not) going on. Personally I"m not too worried about food or money...I have no reason to believe anything's REALLY happened, and I've got enough around to last a week or so I guess.

Thinking rationally for a second, it must not be THAT bad out there...the local news can't cover what's happening nationally, but surely they've got an eye out on their respective cities.

Maybe I should try focusing on the TV a little closer.


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6 May 2009

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Woke up this morning to find that the cable was out, half the internet sites I frequent were down, and what few I could access had no new news to report...other than the inability to find new news.

Tried to call my friends. Cell phone was dead.

Uhm.

At least this blog still seems to be up, but it's slow...it's taking forever for changes to post.

This isolation...after years of using the internet to stay connected, it's like the silence that you get when the power gets knocked out during an ice storm. Complete. Total. It's eerie.

What, if anything, is going on out there?

More today if anything comes up....

Again, guys, if you're reading this, say something, alright?


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5 May 2009

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So, uhm, what I said yesterday about the quiet after the storm? Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it WAS the calm before yet another storm. Still, I hesitate to react too strongly too soon.

Unprecedentedly, the Terror Threat Alarm Alert Code jumped up to the highest level. This leaves me with mixed feelings. My first reaction is annoyed bemusement -- I mean, come on. This Terror Alert thing basically became the symbol of all that was overreactive in the (now) previous administration. While I won't go so far as to accuse it of being a simple-to-understand prod to control the masses of sheeple (god I hate that word), one has to admit it's a bit too...melodramatic, I guess.

Yet, on the other hand, has it ever been at the highest level? I mean, the Threat Level thing is a joke, and yet it was honestly meant as a guide for Americans (at least, I believe so...I'm not THAT jaded). So for it to skyrocket like this, it gives me reason to believe there really is something going on in the background.

Look, I'll be honest. I've had the TV on all day. Haven't moved from my seat (well, okay, other than for necessities). But all I'm getting is speculation, punditry, shots in the dark at wild geese being chased.

The near-certainty of an attack nobody seems to know anything about.

The very definition of contentless information.

Oh look at me be all melodramatic too. I guess it does kinda rub off on you.

Anyway, what seems to be the leading theory is a massive, well-organized attempt on the life of President-Elect Lee, if only for the timing of it all. Perhaps an attempt to disrupt the transfer of power from one of the least-popular administrations in recent US history to the man who won in the largest margin of victory in recent history.

Seems plausible on its face, but I'm not the first to point out that it seems somewhat overkill to send the whole nation into a panic over this. Yes, it's the (future) leader of the Free World, and God knows I don't want to see anything happen to the man. But should the potential assassination of one man, important as he is, bring the whole nation to a near-standstill?

I don't mean that rhetorically. Perhaps it should. Implying otherwise is not really my point, the more I think about it. I think what bothers me about this is that it just feels like there's more going on than can be explained by this theory.

Whether or not you buy into this Threat Alert stuff, if you're the praying type, pray. If you're not, hope. Pray and hope it's nothing. At the very least, pray/hope your cynicism is well-founded.

Back to the TV.

(As a personal note to my friends...if I don't get in touch with you, leave a little reply here, lemme know nothing's happened out your way, ok?)

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4 May 2009

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You always hear about the calm before the storm, but there's an equivalent quiet afterwards as well, even if there's less tension involved.

Basically what I'm trying to say here is that today was a slow day. News channels spent all day talking about the historical election. I spent all day writing up cover letters, fine-tuning resumes, and searching job postings online.

You want excitement? I got an extra taco in my drive-thru order.

Nothing like a good-luck chalupa meal, ya?


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3 May 2009

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It's election night, and a fresh start is near!

As expected, Sen. Lee won in a landslide. Try as they might, the newscasters were unable to create any legitimate form of drama or uncertainty in the leadup to the various poll closings. Some of the impressive conclusions they drew while killing time were 1) 'GodlessGate' sure did hurt Rep. Johnson, and 2) Sen. Lee sure did avoid riding that for all it was worth.

By 9 pm EST, it was over. Rumor is that large amounts of voters in the Pacific states didn't even bother to show. Personally I'm curious to see how many didn't due to the pointlessness of it versus how many didn't show due to Sen. -- that is, President-Elect Lee's earlier speech about staying home.

So did you notice how Lee's party has now taken control of both the House and the Senate by a comfortable majority? Wasn't sure that would happen. It will be interesting to see how well his talks of moderation and working from multiple points of view hold up when the party that put him in power holds the country's reins.

On a side note - maybe you've noticed how I've avoided labeling who's from what party despite how obvious it is who belongs to which. This is purposeful. I do not deny that your assumptions are correct, but I have a personal dislike for partisan politics (a large part of why I voted how I did). I want the focus to be on the people and the ideologies, not on some label. In both parties there are good people and bad people; good ideas and bad ideas.

Stepping back down off my personal soapbox, I wanna talk a bit more about what I mentioned just before that. Now that his party has so solidly regained control of the nation, what will become of President-Elect Lee? In a way, I'm glad to see this happen, simply because it will prove somebody right -- either he is truly a man of his word willing to listen to all intelligent arguments as I believe, or if he simply used talks of moderation to win votes, as many of his opponents and naysayers claim.

Time will tell. Almost too much to believe Washington can function any other way, but I've only been around 20-some-odd years, what do I know?

I do know that with this fresh governmental start, it's time for me to get to a fresh start. I've got a few help-wanted ads picked from Monster and Craigslist, tomorrow I unleash a barrage of resumes hitherto unseen!

Just gotta make sure I get weekends off. I have tournaments to attend.


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